Sometimes i really don't understand one of my friends... I thought that she was ok with me but turns out that she hate me... i guess u can't make friends with everyone and hope no one dislike u... i only wanted people respect me... they can treat me as a classmate and don't need to talk to me so often... but y must u do that to me again? last year i recovered from your attack but now u attack me more... if i had not find that 'website' then how long are you going to hide it from me? I had no idea that you feel this way about me... i tried to respect you for the person you are but y must you keep on hurting me? Even though i said was alright and my face keep on smiling but inside i tried to control it but i just need to type it out as i can't confide to myself or i will go crazy... u backstab me once but now u did it again... i know that is how you feel but y must u continue to make friends with me even though u hated me...that is the only part i don't understand! if it was other people than i would forgive them but y must it be the friend whom i trust do this to me... last year u stab me in the heart, it took me a long time to recover even with parents encouragement... since then i put my whole heart to studying as my heart does not trust in friendship anymore after that blow... after that i met with ruwaidah and it was she whom help me trust in friendship again...after that u hurt me again and gave me a nickname... i felt so hurt when some of my friends told me wat u said... it was another big blow to me that time but i thought u changed a little as u said sorry..but i guess i can't trust u again... this time the i have no confidence that i can forget wat u did and be friends with u again.. maybe time will heal the wound... but this time dunno until when the wound will not hurt anymore...